Ugh
New Renters moved in upstairs. They are like a pack of elephants. I may kill someone. Erich’s being an ass.
He forgot that Mother’s day is for me too. Oh man he says.. Mother’s Day is coming up, I guess I have to do something for my mom… (I give him the arched eyebrow) Oh and I guess your mom too. (Um I already have my Mom taken care, thanks though) Oh okay. Why to you have that look? (He sits there and thinks for half an hour) oh yeah he says, cause you’re a mom too, I guess I need to do something for you.
What did I tell you.. ASS.
Not that I need anything. You know a card, maybe a flower, hell I’d take a muffin in the morning.
The Doc upped my meds so that I won’t kill Erich. He also wants me to consider Lithium.. Gah, what? Did you say Lithium? Ya, I guess I really am a nut job, or they are seriously worried about me committing spousicide. (Is that a word? Well, I making it one so there.)
I can hear the upstairs neighbors. How the hell can I sell this place with fucking Babar and Celeste living upstairs.
The baby was sick this weekend, so no zoo, no anything. The stress is making me crack at the seams and it’s only two weeks. I don’t know what it is. Is it this condo? Is it Erich asking me what to do every 5 seconds and then proceeding to nothing at all. Actually I can’t say he hasn’t done anything. He did do laundry today.
I really need to sell this place. It’s so unhealthy for us.


Hun, Lithium isn’t shock theropy, any drugs that make you feel in control are a good thing, no matter what the name. They probably would only suggest that if they didn’t think what you are currently taking was working the way it should.
I don’t understand why you are trying to run yourself ragged though, you’ve only been home for 2 weeks. You don’t have to drive yourself to the breaking point every day.
It’s not healthy and I don’t understand why you are punishing yourself this way.
Erich is clueless, I think medically clueless. But that’s not a defence, “forgetting” is often a form of passive agressiveness so maybe he was mad at you about something?